It’s your favorite globe-trotting, down-to-earth goth gal, Elli Sanders, here with some incredibly exciting news for all you game enthusiasts. After a brief hiatus, I’m thrilled to announce that our beloved hentai flash game site is back and better than ever! Time to dust off those virtual controllers and pull out the Kleenex and get ready for an electrifying experience like no other.
Now, I know what you’re thinking. “Where has Elli been all this time?” Well, my dear friends, life has been a whirlwind of adventures and entrepreneurial endeavors. When I wasn’t busy curating my e-commerce ventures, I’ve been gallivanting around the globe with my wonderful girlfriend, Leti, spreading love, music, and inspiring vibes everywhere we go. But fear not, I’ve never forgotten about our incredible adult and hentai gaming community! 😛 RIGHT??
So, what’s in store for you on the revamped site? Prepare yourselves for a treasure trove of new adult games that will ignite your imagination and captivate your senses. And yes, I know what you’re thinking – these games are adult-themed, but let’s make it clear: they’re far from being explicit or inappropriate…
Ah, no, what am I saying they are completely explicit and completely inappropriate and that’s why you’re here huh? Ahh, that’s right my little pervert, I know you well don’t I?
But these hentai games stem from your lowly puzzle GIF hentai game, to epic fantasy quests to thrilling detective mysteries equipped with dildoes, and horney bitches and stuff like that, we’ve got something for everyone. Whether you’re a casual gamer looking for a quick escapade and a butt fuck or a seasoned player seeking an immersive challenge like gang bang / glory hole shit, our updated selection will leave you craving more. Oh, the anticipation!
But that’s not all, my friends. Oh no! We’ve got big plans for the future. Expect regular updates and new content to keep the excitement flowing. Our dedicated team of hentai game enthusiasts, developers, and creators is working tirelessly behind the scenes to bring you even more mind-blowing experiences. Together, we’ll embark on a journey to redefine what it means to have fun in the digital realm.
Now, I must say a few words of encouragement and gentle prodding. Life is too short to merely exist. Let’s use this opportunity to uplift and inspire each other, find good fucks that will last a life time, if you’re fat and nasty, get to the gym bro, eat better bro, stay away from fortified foods (added iron… it makes you fat bruh!). Together, we can accomplish extraordinary things and create a legacy worth remembering. So, when you’re not busy conquering virtual worlds and saving princesses, remember to channel that spark into your own life. Leti and I believe in you, and we know there’s greatness within you waiting to be unleashed.
So, my fellow adventurers, mark this day in your calendars and spread the word like wildfire! Let’s reunite, reminisce about the good ol’ days, and dive headfirst into this new era of excitement and endless possibilities. The virtual realms are calling, and it’s time to answer.
Until next time, remember to keep dreaming, exploring, and always, always, embrace the spirit of adventure.
Yours forever in wanderlust,
Elli Sanders
A free-spirited Rave artist turned multimillionaire, living life on her own terms.
Recently I was in America, specifically Colorado and I was visiting some of my hemp and marijuana buddies. I’m a big fan of Taima (Japanese for MJ) but if you didn’t know, yeah, Japan don’t like MJ. However you can have CBD but for the most part most of the products are made from garbage hemp grown in China. So… I don’t use much in Japan because it’s got to be 0% THC, whereas here in America you can buy CBD products up to .3%. But let me tell you now about my trip to Denver and how I bought and tried a LEGAL hemp cigar.
SO… I was really big on a company back in the day here in Denver that was rolling marijuana cigars called Magars it’s basically a cannagar. BUT they have a new branch of their company and they are rolling hemp versions of this that they call Hegar hemp cigars, I was actually very excited to try this. I know that CBD doesn’t get you high but I’ve always been a fan of good quality.
Denver Colorado Hemp Cigar Market
But let me get to this, this hemp cigar I purchased from a local company here in Colorado that is a wholesaler for them informed me that they’ve been selling out constantly. BUT, these are more so luxurious type smokes, but it’s actually the cheapest and from what I saw the most quality type hemp cigar available online. Some others want $80-$90 for a couple grams and they look like garbage thai sticks. I never got into those, they were always crap. But these were pretty good, I highly suggest purchasing one, because if you do I get paid. So please, go buy some legel hemp cigars lol. So yes, that’s me telling you that I’m doing that.
However I do have another part to this other than just plugging a product. When I was out there I was at a cigar bar and we whipped these out and smoked, a few VIP people came in and we smoked with them. Cool thing about being hardcore with your life, you get to hang out with some of the most amazing people and what is even cooler is that I got to smoke these with these people and then go out and eat. CBD hemp cigars give you some HARDCORE munchies, holy cow! It’s like getting everything with the MJ except the super high.. however I actually felt like the really relaxed part of a high.
Getting High on CBD? NO, But Still GOOD!!
I was able to get back to work no another hour or so after. Usually when I smoke like I did I would have been on my ass for a long time, so these are perfect for me. Hoping Japan will one day allow such products in their country!
So get to it guys, make me some money and buy some of those cigars.. yes I’m an affiliate get over it 😛
Just a quick update, we’ve got some friends with old hentai sites who are merging with us, so if you came in from another place expecting something else… well that’s why you came here.
We’ll be branding ourselves a bit more over the coming next year, not sure if I care to add too much more to site honestly like I’ve said before it’s more so a hobby of mine, and yes, I do make a good amount of money from this site, but nothing that touches what else I’m doing.
I’m just a pervert like you that also happens to be a mentor… odd huh?
What Will Allowing Trust, Love and Appreciate Do Over Time?
Again as I sit here ready to write this, having examined myself and my surrounding which then leads me to this new abundant way of thinking, but it also has come up in me by reading many of my past entries here on this blog. Many of these things that I’ve written to you have continued to pursue forward in my life. So much so I know the power of written word, the spoken word and the like. But it shouldn’t be of any real amazement to me, because I’ve been taught this power long ago by amazing mentors and yet, here I am, in wonderment of my situation, yet again, with tears of joy in my eyes.
I am so happy and grateful now that I realize my power and that the world that I live in is beckoning for my will and it’s SAFE to do so. With no gripes or complaints, it’s all here, I ask and it’s given. At this point I still live in Hakata in Fukuoka, Japan with my girlfriend Leti, but now the amazing friends that we’ve made here have pushed me further and further, finding the perfect business associates, perfect loving friends, perfect loving romantic relationships and from here I feel I’m looking down from a mountain such as Chomolungma seeing the epic journey that was started so many many years ago with a thought, a desire, a feeling.
I find myself to be so attuned with Japanese life and the Japanese that it’s becoming odd to me. I’ve traveled the world putting on rave events since I was in my early 20’s, so many years I’d be out of the country, traveling, moving to new areas… everything so new all the time. But here I am still, in Hakata with my girlfriend, with my new romances, with my new friends still going to school to continue studying Japanese. I’m finding that Japan is now becoming more and more comfortable, so much so, I sat here for awhile and realized, that, Japan IS my home now. I’ve never felt like I’ve had a solid home, not like this. When I was a early year teenager I was always moving, never becoming familiar with anything, just floating, floating, floating.
Now I’m making friends, real friends, friends that are such on a deep level of trust and love with me that I couldn’t have asked for a better attraction of love and friendship. Yet, perhaps I didn’t ask through my words perse, perhaps I asked through my love and appreciation of the life I’m living, THE FEELINGS that I’ve learned to harness and to focus into new and amazing entities of power. Since I’ve been in Japan and meeting my new friends, I ran into a wonderful young social marketing expert when I arrived, not only that she is a market research expert and she has made the difference for my girlfriend and I to finally REALLY grasp understanding Ecommerce on a level I didn’t think I would have ever understood. Last time I really noted to my monthly income it was a little above $1 million dollars a month in a gross income, since then it’s more than tripled. My income that I get to keep and stash in the bank for whatever I want AFTER taxes is now just a bit shy of $1 million USD per month. Again, it’s not like I continue to do what I’m doing because I NEED money, I do it for the challenge, I do it for the good will, I do it for the love and the appreciate of KNOWING that anything is in grasp.
I’ve been able to stay in Japan up until about 6 months ago purely on the amounts of cash I can throw at lawyers here in Japan. But since I live in Fukuoka where it’s the only city/prefecture in Japan that offers a “Start Up” Visa, I was able to procure the 6 month Visa despite that I didn’t NEED it, I only needed the time. Our new market researcher Lila is so amazing that we’ve been able to drive new business and products to and from Fukuoka, Japan.
But what I find amazing and what I love about this wondrous and mystical land is that I can leave at 2am in the morning to a konbini (Convenience store) and actually buy food and whatever I want that’s 1000% safer then even eating organic food in America. It’s crazy. But while I was walking to the konbini tonight, I didn’t ride my bike, I walked, something I’ve not done in awhile. I enjoyed the spectacle of snow bouncing through the glowing lights of the city. Fukuoka rarely really gets much snow, but lately it’s been cold enough to really see it layer a tiny bit of the walk way, but I loved it! The wind picked up and threw my hair about as if I was in an anime, which made me feel like I am truly a Japanese citizen now! Perhaps that seems weird, that I as walked down the road, witness the regular sights and sounds of Japan that I would feel this way and it would be cemented.
The taxi cab driver resting on the side of his cab near a park, smoking a cigarette, the woman covered from head to toe riding her bike down the road besides me as the shinkasen passed by to the right slowly moving to it’s final destination of Hakata Eki, the gusts and howling of the wind pushing gently against me as cold shards of snow hit my eye lids. I’m so grateful to be here and stay and in a way find my true home amongst people, a place I never thought I would find as home to a introverted individual such as myself when I was a child.
By being here I’ve discovered that my love and appreciation for my friends, my family the people around me has and continues to grow… people I know and people I don’t are in my heart in such a profound way that it’s hard to describe, it’s a journey to get here, every time I feel at the top of my game I continue to get higher and higher. I accept the challenges moving forward, my goals now are to generate over $10 million in commerce each month in the next 18 months. Watch this space because I’m going to do it.
If you have dreams and goals write about them! Do everything you can to FEEL these emotions of love and appreciation and love the people around you despite the dark moments, these moments are tests from yourself, pass them… people will seem to test you for your love, pass them… because they are YOUR tests, your family or past friends may help you or not, but love them and TRUST that whatever is to come it is YOUR tests, it is YOUR will that is coming through.
The shit we live in is because we didn’t trust ourselves… with ourselves. We didn’t trust, we didn’t believe in our goals strong enough, we didn’t appreciate and love those around us strong enough. You can forgive and not need to be in peoples life that abuse you, but the hate and lack of trust is what will keep us down in the dirt. I moved out of my comfort zone and it took me a LONG time, but here I am… living what many people would call a King or Queens DREAM life, and I would say, you’re right, but at this people I feel more connected to everyone else around me at all times, I do not feel as if my income has peeled my away from my humanity, in fact it has increased my love in humanity and my sympathy and trust and love in all those I walk with… If I ride the train, I ride it as regular human being, except I know things beyond the scope of how most people live, by my own desire at this point is seeing and knowing ALL of them CAN HAVE WHATEVER THEY WANT! I see them capable and I celebrate their successes if I happen to hear it in passing, or see an expression of romantic love pass a young or older woman’s face, or the the feeling that exudes from a young man heart having accomplished something great, or better yet, fallen in love and his trust in the future is so bright, so wonderful that it brightens every bodies day in which he passes if they realized it or not. These are the wonders of the world in which we live, ourselves, our time now, this space.
TRUST & LOVE but Bring Your Courage!
My mentors recently have really dug deep with me and exposed more interesting information about the world in yet we live and this world we live in is SOOO amazing it would make most people reading this not believe it and try to debunk it. But to come down to the truth of this: I asked when I was a child to KNOW the truth about the land we live, the reality, the matrix if you will… I’ve gotten that, I’m living in MY dream land of Japan, I have my own business that’s extremely successful with my loves, enjoying an amazing intimate relationship with them that I’ve never experienced ever before, I am very close to being fluent in Japanese JLPT – N2 and I now feel like I have a home and I love how I gain new close friendships CONSTANTLY being here in Japan. On top of all this more and more layers of truth continue to show themselves to me and with every passing layer of trust and truth my life gets bright and more exciting.
I believe that we live amongst life and god so closely that the stars that have been said to be trillions of miles away are in comparison so close that they could brush your cheeks at night.
I believe the world we live on is a fantastic living entity that truly lives and breathes as it’s own soul, and with that the Earth is flat, spacious and never ending. There is no edge, there is no limitation. The Universe extends from your feet.
I believe we are not just floating amongst an empty space. The heavens were made second to Earth, the heavens circle us to tell you the truth, so as to tell us in every twinkle of a star that we are important to something, to somebody. We are not just here by chance.
I believe that the mountains were once giant silicone trees, so big that it revels over every single Red Wood tree in existence, combined.
I believe that the world that we create before our eyes is a combination of past genetic vibrational frequency from our genealogy, our mothers emotional energies while pregnant with us and the beliefs of those around us the most.
I believe no matter what came before or is happening in ones life, that anyone in any case within reason, which surely extends farther then what we would ever consider reasonable, can have be or do anything they wish.
I believe that one can heal themselves, others, their communities and the world by a single held thought followed by appropriate action.
I believe all this and continue to do so, because I asked to be given this information when I was young enough to ask for it in innocence but old enough to forget and let go.
I believe that alchemy (life) is a rite of passage of becoming some purer then one once was. So as to Separate to Recombine… Solve et Coagula. The most important thing to any Alchemy is fire and time, given the right conditions you can dissolve the past while encapsulating the now in the purest of gold.
So be it the reason, I believe in what I do, to continually remind me that something more is happening then just a random occurrence of sentience and that it’s so much more fun to continue to follow the rabbit down the rabbit hole (fire), while carving out old beliefs to dawn something more appropriate for my (time) now.
I’ve been asked to mentor several different people in my business niche (which is Ecommerce/Dropshipping), and I’ve done it so many times before, but now since I’ve reached over $50,000 a day, I’m truly pocketing one million dollars a month (after all the shenanigans), and for some reason I’ve finally rationalized some really irrational ideas I had about being a mentor, and when I say that, I truly mean a mentor who can raise someone out of the dirt (if they so allow) and have them on the path to victory, not only in a monetary way, but a spiritual and physical way. I can and have done this in a smaller way with some individuals in my recent past. 2 months in, I had them making over $20,000 a month and their quality of life sky rocketed, they ended up with very positive relationships romantically and in the spiritual realm, they went back to believing that there is something more so then just ‘us’ and we don’t have to do all this alone (life)!
The thing I kept reminding myself is that mentors have flaws and I felt that I had more then my fair share still, even being the super awesome Elli Sanders as I see myself as 99% of the time and what other people see in me. Myself talk is absolutely impeccable and because of that people believe in me (think I’m the bee’s knee’s) soon or if not before they formally meet me (in other words it oozes from me!). But it’s amazing what that 1% of doubt and negative self talk can do to one’s dreams and goals, and how that can affect others who follow said mentor. So around 2-3 months ago, I really finally hit something, it was a big something, disguised as a small something, and it was ‘you can’t’, ‘I’m not good enough’, ‘I don’t have anything true to give the world’, ‘things are hard’. Now when I found these they were covered up by light negative self-talk. Meaning it was more so a joke I’d say about myself in other words to other people.
A few things about this that’s truly important to note.
1. TALKING ABOUT IT! Although I was not saying these exact words I was still in the energy of these words. Which is why it took me so long to see/hear the truth of the words. When you say something, you might as well be making a pact with the Devil. ‘What You Say, Is What You Get’, this is a book, but the title says it all! When I finally took a magnifying glass to this self talk I found it was a program I actually learned from someone in my life early on. They were at the time very financially well off (still are), but he was in construction, and many of the clients were basically poor minded, and to gain rapport with them he would make side jokes that were poor minded, he would also straight up say how bad it is. Now, the thing about this was he would end up attracting ‘bad times’ in his business at times. Funny thing I noticed was when he attracted wealthy investors and partners, his wealth would increase as they would not self talk like this. Which is a good point about a good mentor!
So I discovered a fine film of this still left in some of myself talk to myself and to others. If you were to ask anyone I was talking with, they would no doubt say that I was very positive and uplifting to speak with. But I noticed the dimming of the light. When I first noticed this, I wanted to call off all my mentee’s until I broke through all this. Funny how sometimes when you find a negative habit that masks your light, it comes out harder and more potent then ever while removing it. I felt I wasn’t good enough to mentor anyone, as I could be in a way ‘cursing’ or teaching bad habits.
So I quickly saw this and quickly used many clearing methods, some NLP swish pattern reprogramming and soon within a weeks time, I built a habit of seeing this old habit try to emerge, and from that I was able to switch my old habit to a positive life building voice for myself and everyone around me. Soon after I broke through a ceiling in my business and now it’s continuing to build higher and higher, with more and more ease.
2. Seeing/hear/noticing these negative self talk habits can be tough, as comedy is such a wonderful thing, and in all comedy for the most part has a dark humor aspect about it that truly unites us as a human family and our mortality and the stupid things we do. I believe humor is a huge aspect of life no matter what, no matter where you’re going, trying to accomplish or overcome. It belongs to the human race and it’s power is vast! But there are types of comedy that should be avoided and that is self-talk about not being good enough. Failure is one thing that can be laughed at, but creating a pattern around it and blending both the feeling of failure and laughter can sneak in as something unwanted after awhile of pushing that habit button.
Don’t get me wrong though, it’s much better to feel better about something negative then literally brew, but it is a silent cancer that can grow if it doesn’t get found and transformed into something better. Using comedy to lighting things up = EPIC MAGIC, so I’m not telling you to not do this, just note it when you do it and try to find better ways to make the laughing matter something that can still be funny, but increases your belief.
Weird how things work right? So if you’re stuck in anyway, be you’re a mentor or someone starting their journey, look in the little places of humor that could be holding you back, and change it to fit your needs of growth! Laugh, laugh, laugh… as it’s some of the most healing emotional states one can be in, just note to be sure to laugh about how damn awesome you are and make sure it builds you up instead of tearing you down.
Sometimes I think about what my life would have been like if I let fear drive me away from my dreams. What if I decided to give into feeling insecure about meeting new mentors, reaching out for help, attempting new things? I think about this possibility to give me a wake up to examine my world a little bit more deeply. Perhaps I’m allowing fear to take it’s toll somewhere in my life right now as I write this, that’s keeping me in a holding pattern. So as I sit here thinking about this right now as I write this, I’m already uncovering little areas of my life where I feel insecure and a bit off from my regular pattern of life. My life is so absolutely amazing and I’ve been blessed. But I will not say that the all things I have learned are something I can take credit for, the only thing I can take credit for is that I trusted my mentors and I listened to their advice, and better yet I took what they said and ran with it. As uncomfortable as it felt when I first started, I wouldn’t trade one second of it looking back.
We humans are certainly interesting creatures of habit, and those habits can certainly be good or they can be harmful. When I was younger before I had mentors I had several patterns that certainly pushed me out of the ‘in’ crowd in school and in life in general. My take the backseat mentality was surely turning me into someone who would not have enjoyed their life if they kept that attitude. But chances happen that I actually ran into a gal (through a really complex set of attractions) who ended up being my mentor when I was about 13. She ran a retail store and did many other things like drop shipping. She taught me certain habits to start forming when it came to creating my life how I wanted it.
I remember the first time she requested to see me at a function that she was running for other women who she also was mentoring in business and life. It was conference in Denver, Colorado. The year was most likely 1998 or so. She requested that I came but it wasn’t anything like a demand. It was a quick, “Yeah, you should show up” with an intense eye gaze. I had about 2 so weeks to really make up my mind on what I was going to do. You see I was a very introverted young lady, and I had very few friends, and looking back, I’d say I had pretty much no friends.
So to dress up, and take the bus down into Denver by myself and find this place where the conference was taking place and to mingle with people, was WAY out of my comfort zone. So much so, I had decided not to go, up until about 6 hours before the event was going to take place. Now, you’ll have to imagine with me that you are a young adult that’s never really had a friend, never had to be present for anything, had to travel alone and had to meet with a very powerful and at that time intimidating business woman. I was literally sitting in the corner on a brown rocking chair where I was staying at the time, almost in tears. Because I felt hopeless, lost and scared. I didn’t know how to combat these fears in my head. I sat there saying to myself that I wouldn’t ever be able to free myself of, myself.
My fear was so strong, so intense, beating down on me, tensing every muscle in my body so much that I couldn’t even bring myself to cry. The thing is at the same time I was seeing myself see what I was fearing. What was it? It was movement, it was me having to start something, it was me having to have a purpose, it was me no longer fighting the will of my fate. You see while I sat there and thought about these things, I decided that I was no longer going to let my fear take me over and demand that I live a life of normality, because normality is not going to bring you fulfillment, it’s not going to lead you to your finest hour, it’s not going to allow you to see the mountain in which you are suppose to climb in your life time. It’s going to stop you from feeling the best of all feelings, to experience the world in a way that’s truly magical, free and safe. You’re life in normality is dangerous, as it leads to apathy and loathing of the worlds gifts. It leads good people to see things as scams, lies and deceit and because of that, that’s what people will end up attracting in their field of mental observation. When normality sets in, it’s like a parasite that will feed on all things in it’s reality that is pure and good. It’s complacency, it’s judgement, it’s a thought that brings the colorful world down to low roar within a gray scale, it’s fantasy that is only lived through ones mind, it’s the dulling of the senses and as much as we would like to believe, we are not going to find happiness in these traits.
But with all these things pacing my mind, it still did not have the thunder in which I needed to see myself actually pulling myself up and setting through my door to catch the bus I needed to catch in less then 1 hour at that time. Now, before I reveal the secret to eliminating fear, I’d like for you to think of possibly a time when you had something similar happen. Really think about it. How did the movie play out in your head? What did it look like? If you’re like any other human being in the world, you played out your fear in your head over and over and over. You could say that while playing this fear out in your head, it always seemed to hit one spot. The end!
The end is basically you not having a solution or an understanding of anything that would come afterward in your mind. You see the brain and mind immediately will begin to fear a problem when there is no solution to it. So the solution is to give your brain and mind one. What this means basically is that your mind most of the time is being completely irrational, and at the same time this causes fear. But why couldn’t you use your minds irrational state in a positive way?
1. When you’re in fear and you are playing that movie over and over in your head. Simply play the rest of it out how you’d like to see it. Even if it’s a bit brash or ridiculous, you’ll notice as you start to play with this idea of flowing through your dead end fear, you begin to notice that your muscles will start to relax. This is something you do not have to force, as long as you are pushing through that movie and seeing yourself raise out of that depression, that fear or that hate or prejudice you might have, you’re brain will see that the you are not permanently screwed, and because of that, you will no longer die a thousand deaths for no reason.
2. Using irrational beliefs to free yourself from fear is absolutely a crucial way to gain control over your life, and in fact, if you use this technique to your advantage, you’ll not only smash that fear bug out of yourself almost completely, you’ll begin to actually become a practitioner of practical magic. What I mean by that is this.
Example: As a child you may be afraid of the dark, you make up irrational truths about the world that there is a dark scary monster that only shows up in your room and lurks over you while you sleep at night. So as what happens with most kids they will except this truth and have a hell of a time sleeping for quite a while in their life because of this irrational fear. But there are some kids who learned by accident that they can use their irrational beliefs to free themselves from fear. These are the kids who then tell their mind and their brain that their covers are magical, and that when they are under them, nothing can enter in through them and they shine a bright light off of them that is invisible to them, but the monsters get scared of the light and run off. You can use the same idea to fill in gaps in your life that you are fearful of. Such as if you have a child who is starting to drive, you can imagine that there is a force field of protection that surrounds them and the car when they are out driving. This is real magic that really works! And it eliminates fear too!
So, as I sat there, almost in tears, thinking about my future lives, I first decided to see my life and what it could look like if I gave into the fear I was feeling and to not enter out into the world by myself, and what my life could look like if I overcame this fear. At first, while thinking about not doing it, I saw myself hitting a wall, over and over again in my mind. Playing the same thing over and over again, with no trust, no conviction and because of that, I was playing the ‘Permanently Screwed Video’ over and over again. Then I decided to walk on the wild side, and saw myself get up, get dressed, run out the door down the street to the bus stop, get on the bus, get off a few stops and back on until I finally made it into Denver. I then saw myself get off the bus, walk down the street to the hotel this function was at, and with a strong straight back I fixed my hair and threw it over my shoulder and entered into the hotel with my head held high. All the while, feeling absolutely terrified in my thought about this, but, it had turned into something different, the fear was no longer intimidating, it had turned into something else.
The best way to describe the difference in this fear, was what you could feel while working out. This ‘pain’ was exhilarating it was fresh and vibrant and colorful. And when I saw myself set into that hotel room in my mind. A world of colors exploded into my vision, I had broken down the gates of my fear and realized it was nothing I couldn’t handle. At that moment, I saw I very brief glimpse of my life in which I’m living to this day. My extreme confidence (I run a traveling rave club all over Asia), my over flow of giving and sharing with the world, my experiences and my love for life. I honestly can not totally put into words what I felt once I went through those gates. But it was like heaven opened up it’s and allowed me through, as I threw off fear of ‘what if‘ and allowed myself to start healing from fear.
Fear is the great taker of lives and dreams. In my current life, I still battle with fear at times, but it’s nothing I ever back down from. Now, do I always win so effortlessly? No, thusly why I write, I meditate, I reflect and I use this technique of removing fear and doubt from my life. You’re never permanently screwed, never will be, there is more opportunity in life and death and in all situations that you could never say that in any circumstance that you’re not going to make it through. There is a lot to do, a lot to learn and as we continue to move forward with our live(s) (more then one), we will continue stack our experiences from this life to the next.
I use to fear that all these wonderful secrets and moments that I’m learning and experiencing in this life time would be for nothing, as I reincarnated / changed focus into another life. But as stated here, I discovered that isn’t so, it was just me being irrational. Energy can not be destroyed and all thoughts, vibrations and events that I live now, will forever carry forward not just in my soul, but through the world that I’ll leave from this body. Things are going to keep moving no matter what, and I can visit with anyone from my past or present (from this life, my past life or my next life), by simply dissolving fear and using that all too famous irrational human brain to conjure up anything I wish, anything I desire, in anyway I want.
We live in a world of irrationality, and many times people will succumb to allowing their irrational beliefs literally kill their dreams and them. But those who use irrationality to their advantage, they are the ones changing the world. Fear is the devils hands in your pockets, helping you twiddle your thumb at the opportunities that circle you, with that knowledge you have to become something more. Become a great movie maker, become irrational if you need to be in a good way. But make sure you start catching yourself when you start to fret, stress or fear.
When I asked my mentor many years later why she decided to give me a shot. She mentioned that it was I who called out for her, and she knew with all her heart that I had the strength to meet that challenge. As stated here in my story I had that strength to push through, but she is the one who gave me that platform in which to stand on, she believed in me so much, even without knowing me at that time, that I still to this day believe she helped me pull out of my stupor and find my way to her. A mentor is a power ally, never under estimate those came before you and what they know could help you… But, also don’t give up your gut feelings, because even when they are wrong, they teach you a lot, and you very well may need to be wrong at times. Your mentors can’t eat your lunch for you, remember that, you still need to put in the work. But, I wouldn’t trade having a mentor for anything. Since then, I’ve run into a lot of other mentors who continued to help me tweak my fear removal processes, which I will teach in my news letter as well as in future articles.
Practical Magic
Read along side SizzleBird – Celeste
by: Elli Sanders
“Beyond starlight and moonlight,
You’ve beckon the call for something more.
But, the beliefs of others you thought were real,
held your hand so gently as they stole.
Stole the will and the happiness,
that you could procure,
throughout their fantasy world,
inveigled were your dreams!
As you bled your heart,
you asked god for more.
As you waited for an answer,
fear sat too,
as opportunities circled around you.
But,
daring dreams don’t stay quiet.
Notice this fear you feel,
it’s the tantalizing growth of more,
enticing your dreams your brilliance and,
your destiny.
So without hesitation,
move through fear and you shall persist.
By your courage,
you’ll move not a limb,
but climb a mountain,
and from the top you will see,
a sparkling future awaiting,
so patiently.
Believe that it’s right,
to summon a dragon in flight,
while magicians cast darkness from your sight.
So that in this world they create,
fear will be vanquished.
Leaving you free,
from normality,
even through what seems to be irrationality.
So.
Watch,
await,
and you will endure,
the feelings and thoughts of something more,
figuring out mathematical cores,
to algorithmic and sesimic lore,
finding their source through your mind,
by your own fantasies that align.
So is Practical magic…
to dwell deeper than the real,
clearing the fantasy and reality of which you live.
To procure that life you so desire.
Even from the fire!
So.
Watch,
await,
and you will see,
this sparkling future awaiting,
for all to see.
It’s been a couple months now since I really took some time to write a post on here. The time has come and here I am once again. I’ve been in Japan studying at a new school with a girlfriend of mine and we are kicking butt! Well, shes kicking my butt by keeping me on track, but it’s very much fun and very challenging work to learn Japanese and live in Japan as a foreigner. I’ve been here for almost going on 4 years now and I’ve learn so much about myself and this wonderful country and I’ve managed to be a beacon for others to follow in my foot steps, which is very exciting. My co-author on this blog Nathan Scheer has started an All Things Japan website at http://nihonscope.com and he’s been working really hard as well at keeping the vibrational ease and excitement of coming to Fukuoka, Japan with his wife next year and going through 2 years of courses where I am currently taking class. I’ll actually be in school with him for 1 year before I’m done, but with that said, I want to take your attention to what he is doing to create a platform of desire that scaleable through his focus with the laws of attraction. Because be it you’re interested in Japan or not, this story and observation is key to helping you in your own life as well with your own dreams and goals.
Nathan has been using his website as a journal of such, he’s researching anything and everything about Japan (find out what I needed to do to get to Japan) that he can get his hands on, in fact he’s learning some things about Japan I was unaware of, but he’s doing that because it excites him to know anything everything he can about Japan. Now, in law of attraction 101 class, you’ll be taught how to use extreme focus and excitement to attract everything you’ve ever wanted in life. Lets say you want a certain car? Well you can ask for a car and the universe can deliver it to you, but perhaps you just don’t care what kind, well, the universe will give you a car, but it might show up as a beat-up, run down and overall heap of a car. Now lets use some precision with what you want, what if you wanted a 1996 Dodge Viper, all black, manual with bucket seats, non skid tires and a removal hard top? Well the chances are as long as you can continue to feel good about this car the higher the chances are you will stumble across a feeling you can hold on to that will pull this car to you quicker if not immediately in some manner. Nathan is doing the same thing here by learning everything he can about Japan.
As he continues to learn more and more about Japan while feeling great, the more chances he will have to stumble upon even more exciting news or feelings about Japan as he jots it down on his website. Along with everything else I teach in this website this is another method of feeling good and you can continue to scale this up until you hit the stars, or better yet they find you. Feeling good is the #1 thing you need to do now, so find those things that put you as close as possible to what you want. But here’s a secret to all ‘dream building’. If it EVER becomes a chore for you to do, don’t do it. Only do this if it feels right and makes you excited, if things change down the road and this method no longer gets you in touch with feeling great, find other means to attain the feeling of feeling great. There is a lot of ease that can take place in your attraction, this is not work, this is all play and learning, the more you can surrender to life and just feel good, the quicker you’ll find the things you’ve always wanted will be at your doorstep.
You’ve already asked for what you wanted, you continue to do that no matter what, so there is no reason to keep asking, unless it makes you happy. What I’ve found though is that what ever gets me closest to my dreams make me happy, even if I don’t automatically attain those desires, I know they are coming and they will happen at the very best time. But I don’t use this to be lazy, I’m a go getter, and just because a relaxed approach to life is a firm way to get what you want, you may find that it’s exhilarating to chase your goals and dreams down with ETAs and numerical goals, that is, as long as you can feel good about it!
So if you need to create a blog about your desires, do so, write in it anytime you feel good (or sometimes write in it to feel good). Do any kind of creative outlet to help you. I at times use painting to get across a feeling I want to implant further into my being, that way I can physically see my desire and look at it every single day, it helps drive me to my desires (and yours if you choose to do so) and as time moves along and you get better at using this method, magical things will start to happen constantly, every single day, as at this time you will be in between the real world and the vibrational matrix and from there you can truly experience life for what it really is, a huge collective waking dream that can be focused into whatever you desire!
There is more then enough for everyone, everyone’s success is your success and the world over is actually rooting for you to win, I know that because I feel it in the winds of change and the background vibrational frequency of this reality. You’re here because you want more in life, you’re here to find that secret, and this ‘secret’ has been in front of you the entire time. It’s been inside your imagination and your emotions. Unlock it, it’s time to fly.
-Elli Sanders
Emotions are the glue to the universe, use them with a dab of paint as your imagination and the stars in the sky will find you!
So, here I am in Fukuoka, Japan with Leti. We just moved and everything is set and stationary for yet another great year here in Japan. I can hardly sometimes believe the pace at which law of attraction can pull you to your goals. It all comes down to how good you feel, how much anticipation you have and how you continue to grow your dreams every single day. Here in Fukuoka things are much quicker then Kumamoto, but it’s not overly active either, there is still a lot of peace in the area here. Between the beach and the Fukuoka Tower there is A LOT of things you can do here, but I love the ancient traditions that Fukuoka has kept in place here in the city.
We are actually inside the Hakata Ward of Fukuoka, Japan. Our school is here in the area, if anyone is here in the area let us know, looking to meet some additional awesome people. But to carry on, the way we got here was pretty amazing and really quick. For over 2 years now since I’ve been in Japan and my girlfriend Leti has been in the States (USA) in Evergreen, Colorado. Doing her own stuff pretty much. We were both super sad when I left for Japan, she didn’t understand my reasoning’s really well other then my traveling rave side show I put on every other week (now every month while I’m in school) she didn’t want me to go and she was a bit scared of leaving the place she grew up in, with the language she grew up with. This is the very same thing I had to push through as well before I got here. But she came out a couple months ago for Momijigari, which is basically to watch the leafs turn red and fall. But she came out in November and this time it was for good!
It took us both under a month to find a school, get it paid for, get our visas renewed (unheard of time!), get a home that matched our criteria PERFECTLY and had it furnished. In fact we are almost an entire month early and ahead of time moving out here to the Hakata ward here in Fukuoka, Japan. Now, how the hell did we pull this off? Well besides all the other things I’ve been talking about here on the site, we did something else along with all these law of attraction techniques. We did them, together. Thusly creating a mastermind, we both saw it so clearly, we’re excited and had anticipation for the completed task to come about. But it didn’t stop there, we saw our goals of having the perfect school to go to, the perfect house, the perfect area, and amazing EGG tourist things to do and opportunities to meet new people and friends.
Right now we’ve already attracted a younger gal that’s also very stable financially that’s teaching us how to use social media to increase purchases through our E-commerce stores online. Why did we attract her already? Because we expected it, we knew that she was here. Now did we know exactly who? No, that’s almost absurd (!almost! in general day to day life). It’s fun to enter a new place and stand there in the midst of it all, and without saying a word the Universe sends you people to increase those overall feelings of joy and wonder by placing you with others. It really comes down to human connection and many times your goals and dreams will have some aspect of needing other people. In fact any sane life time goal will ALWAYS have other people in mind, it’s the way we are programmed.
We are tribal people, we care and want to be cared for. It’s what makes us human. So when you are reaching out for your dreams, make sure it involves others or helping others and you will find an never ending enduring positive outlook on life that will bleed into every area of your life. Feel your desires, find others who want to experience these feelings too and get them on board inside your mastermind, reach together, look after each other, and through your desires, seeds will be planet and the law of attraction will literally turn the world upside down, inside out and explode into a million trillion fragments, only to put it back together in your image so as to continue giving you that feeling you’re feeling right now about your goals and dreams.
So continue to feel your dreams, and push them higher. For it is the only thing you need to truly need to have an amazing time here on Earth. Be sure to bring your friends and family with you! Things are getting more and more amazing everyday, can you feel it, do you believe it?
Things are only what they are because you believe them to be what they are.
Expand your mind to other possibilities, that is the exact reason I believe I’m here in Japan right now. It’s too easy to be a slave of your mind, your family, your friends and the society you believe you are apart of. Things can change, things will change, it really depends on the story you tell yourself about the changes you believe are needed in your life to fully feel what life is all about. Why only live 50 miles from where you were born? Why live in the same continent your whole life, why only stay in what feels comfortable?
Comfortable is pleasant at times, but your rate of growth and possibilities will diminish if you don’t at least experience new realities, new cultures. There is only a set amount of time here on Earth, make it worth it! You don’t need to allow the fictional weight of the world pull you down. You can start saving, start learning new things, you can move, you can change jobs, you can go to a different school, it’s all comes down to your desires, plant them with your feelings.
Can you think of a time in your life where you felt absolutely amazing? Totally engulfed by pure awesomeness? A time where if anything were to happen you would be able to tackle the challenge without a second thought? The emotional energy you put forth during this time was absolutely pure and raw feeling. Right? Can you remember how you were breathing, how you were holding yourself, how you spoke in this moment of that energetic tsunami?
If you’re like me, you’ll find yourself, right now, sitting up in your chair, breathing a little bit more fully and talking to yourself in your mind a little bit different then you were before you started reading this page. Now, as you read this, you’re going to find that these emotions are flooding back into your mind, surging outwardly into your body, electrifying your pulse and breathing. You remember this time well, what was it for initially?
A love?
A business?
A certain day?
A friend?
Were you day dreaming? Building you’re life in your head?
No matter what this feeling is for that you are feeling right now, it doesn’t matter, you are now in state for attraction. Your excitement that you feel is the key to building a future that inspires creativity, drive and purpose. This feeling you feel right now is getting stronger because that goal you have or had is still alive and well inside your cell memory. This feeling is reaching out into the ether, slowly changing the world you see, in all manners. From the consistency of the air you are breathing to the people of this world you’ve never met, nor will ever meet. But their involvement in this attraction for your dream(s) is spreading, spilling over the edge and allowing you to become more focused, and centered in your desires.
Until, you are so consistent in your feelings about your goals, dreams, love, business, life that you subconsciously allow amazing things to take place. This is the law of attraction, but you will find that the feelings of this dream you have are just that… feelings, and with these feelings you’ll realize right now, you don’t NEED to have anything happen in your life other then what you are feeling right now.
Yes, there is science that has a concrete definition of reality, but this definition is ever changing. Yes, there is religion that tells us that we are something more then these bodies. So when it comes down to it, the dreams that you have that make you feel wonderful, are what this life is all about, you can live so many possibilities without having to ever actually physically live them. Giving you the best possible attractions that fit your beliefs, your life and the direction you want your life to go.
So stand tall, breath deep, imagine that goal fulfilled and you moving about that realm of possibility and know full well, this emotional surge of feeling is you activating the law of attraction. The law of attraction is immediate, as we can live anything at any moment in our minds. But, we are giving the option to let it come slowly, as it’s truly the journey that builds us as people and we are creatures that enjoy a good chase.
Perhaps we are not as different then the cheetah chasing the gazelle. The cat playing with the mouse. The man chasing the woman, the woman being chased. If we don’t continue to push this emotional field, the magnetic force of attraction dies down with it, and with that, we lose our momentum in magnetic attraction. So you may feel wonderful right now with this dream or goal. But as with anything, you must continue to push this dream forward and as you do that, you will manifest the first parts of your attraction.
Meditation, music, yoga and dream building can help you continue to build upon this great feeling you have when you imagine your dreams. But your dreams must always be growing outwardly, expanding, evolving into something more, and that, in a nut shell is the reason your creativity to achieve that resolution you have in your mind ends up happening. Your mind will continue to work on this dream to make it become a reality, even if you realize it or not. Use all these secrets to your advantage, grow your dreams bigger every day, live inside them as if it was this physical world, add new people, places and things inside it and you’ll find your attraction power will dramatically increase to the point where you will begin to live that dream.
Don’t believe me? Try it for yourself for the next 45 days. Build your dream, and grow it bigger, and bigger every day. Think about it as much as possible and you’ll soon discover that you’ve just joined the Elli Sander’s magnetic attraction club, and you’ll end up sharing this with your friends and family. I got where I am because I was trained in the art of thought and mind from many different ‘secret’ societies and personal mentor coaches. This is the way things are, you don’t need to over think this. Just feel great again, by repeating the way you hold yourself while you breath deep and live inside your dreams.
You have the paintbrush and you have all the colors and easel you’ll ever need to create a fantastic life that is truly worthy of recognition. You deserve it, you are worth it, change the story you tell yourself why you can’t have these dreams and goals, by continuing to revisit this world and growing upon it everything single day.
It’s your favorite globe-trotting, down-to-earth goth gal, Elli Sanders, here with some incredibly exciting news for all you game enthusiasts. After a brief hiatus, I’m thrilled to announce that our beloved hentai flash game site is back and better than ever! Time to dust off those virtual controllers and pull out the Kleenex and get ready for an electrifying experience like no other.
But these hentai games stem from your lowly puzzle GIF hentai game, to epic fantasy quests to thrilling detective mysteries equipped with dildoes, and horney bitches and stuff like that, we’ve got something for everyone. Whether you’re a casual gamer looking for a quick escapade and a butt fuck or a seasoned player seeking an immersive challenge like gang bang / glory hole shit, our updated selection will leave you craving more. Oh, the anticipation!
Now, I must say a few words of encouragement and gentle prodding. Life is too short to merely exist. Let’s use this opportunity to uplift and inspire each other, find good fucks that will last a life time, if you’re fat and nasty, get to the gym bro, eat better bro, stay away from fortified foods (added iron… it makes you fat bruh!). Together, we can accomplish extraordinary things and create a legacy worth remembering. So, when you’re not busy conquering virtual worlds and saving princesses, remember to channel that spark into your own life. Leti and I believe in you, and we know there’s greatness within you waiting to be unleashed.
